Friday, October 29, 2010

My new toy (not dirty lol)

So i got a new toy :)




Im super excited
Were going shooting tomorrow!!
THEN
TRICK OR TREAT!!!!
MANY pics to come!!!
Also the
30 days of truth
I will do
every now and again
when i think of
something to write about!!

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Monday, October 25, 2010

The wind

So me and the
wind
are not getting along today!!

Yeah!
Thank goodness i wasn't home
so my truck is OK!
And i know
i didnt do my
30 days of truth
yesterday!!
Will have one posted later though!!

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Sunday, October 24, 2010

Drake: Day 4


Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.

So i think this
was the easiest one
on the list


(not in any order lol)
 
 

That was easy lol

THE LIST!


Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a play list to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.


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Friday, October 22, 2010

Keri: Day 3

Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

In High School
Me and Keri were
INSEPARABLE!!
But she had to move
2 towns over
our Jr. year
Then
she moved in with her bf
got pregnant
had a baby
i got pregnant
and we just drifted apart...
It sucks..
We talk a little bit now
but its not like it use to be
but we all have to grow up.. : /


I still miss her though...




THE LIST!


Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a play list to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

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My mom: Day 2

So i have been sitting here
for about 4 hours
thinking of which 
day i would do next..
Well i kept coming across
#15.

Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it. 

My someone i couldn't live without
because i have tried
is my mom..
(And I'm doing this post in Hunter Green
because its her favorite color..)

(i know the picture is blurry.. it was taken with a phone)

I know it sounds awful
when i say i have tried to live without her
but people don't understand us
not even my husband..
Me and her are more like sisters
(and she would/will completely agree)
because we have been through so much together..

And i know EVERYONE says
they have been through a lot
with there mom or someone in there family
but you would be reading for days
if i wrote about everything we have been through

When i say we are like sisters
i mean it.. and we fight like sisters do
and when we fight
it usually ends with us not talking for the rest of the day
but sometimes it doesn't end good

and i say
"I'm done I'm never talking to her again"
but after about a week i cant take it anymore
i have to call her or tell her something..
I might still be mad
but shes my mom
and i couldn't live without her...


THE LIST:

 Day 1: Something you hate about yourself. 
Day 2: Something you love about yourself. 
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for. 
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for. 
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life. 
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do. 
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for. 
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. 
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. 
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. 
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on. 
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on. 
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.) 
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter) 
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn't live without, because you’ve tried living without it. 
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without. 
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something. 
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage. 
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? 
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol. 
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? 
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life. 
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life. 
Day 24: Make a play list to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter) 
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today. 
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? 
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now? 
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do? 
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why. 
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.



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Thursday, October 21, 2010

30 Days of Truth

Well here we go
30 Days of Truth!!
I read the blog


and she is doing this
and since i always say
I'm going to blog more
i see this as a way
for my readers to get to know me better
and to get me to blog
for at least 30 days!




So i may not go in order but i will cross off
each one i do
in every blog!!
So here we go

Day 1: Something you hate about yourself. 

So i was sitting here thinking of all the things
i hate about myself
and 
there were 4 i could thing of
but only 1
that really bothers me

#4.) just like Shawntae (a little king and i)
 i hate
       STRETCH MARKS!!
                                                          But i hate my 
BABY FAT
more lol

   #3.) jealousy- I am a VERY
jealous person
I'm not sure why but
i am and i hate it


      #2.) I can not cook!! lol
i can bake anything
but if i need to cook something
on top of the stove
I'm going to burn it or not cook it all the way through... lol

And FINALLY!!

#1.) This is going to sound dumb to
some of you readers
but i am really scared
I'm going to mess up with Drake..
Not just with little things
but like in the future
i want him to be more
than i am...
and i hate that
i think like that
because i know
hes going to be
whatever he wants to be
and its going to be GREAT!


THE LIST!
Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a play list to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Ones down
29 to go!!


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